Break ...

Life has been roller coaster since mid September. & before that I was enjoying solid break of 3-4 weeks with no major to dos in my list.

So after a jam packed month, today I'm enjoying an evening all by myself. It does feel like I have walked a l-o-n-g way & have reached a destination, or at least a stop near it. There are several reasons to this feelings.

1. Some pending problems got solved
2. Some personal things that were weighing me down have dissipated
3. Once more I feel connected (rather strongly I'd say :)) to many things around me
4. & no matter what, I feel in charge of life

I was just telling a close friend far far away that right now life is like a charging horse. Its difficult to balance oneself on its back. But I know I won't fall. It has been a l-o-n-g journey to come to this point. & many a times I had felt there is no point. No matter how hard I try, things will become more difficult & more overwhelming. But after travelling so much, after retriving myself so many times - I know I won't loose again, definitely not easily.

So today is my day. No work, no tasks, no to do's - for one whole evening - for several hours. A much needed break!